Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Morbid!

my lovely asked y i so morbid last time one? I also dunno, mabbe i read too much chinese literature then. But then again could be the days of raging hormone. That was like one and half decades ago, man i was still tu-tu then ok. I also forgot about it liao. if not for the shoebox cover, the phase will have not enter my mind again. Morbid it may be, but i learn something :) i have changed, kekeke nothing eurekaish, enough for me to know. House MD is coming on soon. Ciao...

ICT

hmm i am into the mid way of my ICT. Second call-up for the work year. But luckily, this is only three days. We are supporting the exercise for 5 SIR. Together with them are the infantry from Indonesia. They are having some bi-lateral training exercise starting with a wargame simulation then off to the live-firing area for some action. Kekeke luckily I do not have to go with them. Well i think think is the shortest wargame exercise I undergone so far. Started @ 0900 hrs and ended @ 1400 hrs. No off day coz only three days of ICT, heard tomorrow no lunch has been indented, maybe able to siam home early. Keeping my fingers cross :)

Sunday, November 20, 2005

无题

缘起之时,即缘落之始。

在打扫房间时发现这段句子。 wow this was written behind a shoebox cover for my nick nack from my 中学 stuff. I dun even remember this, yes, i did wrote this :) that time was still a very young boy. Translated simply means "The begining of a relationship signals the start of the ending". Not sure what hit me when this phase was conjured, but after these years, i can be very sure that i am wrong.

When a relationship starts, both party must pull together and keep it going. It is like a clap, in which, two hands are needed. Effort has to be put in by both party. It is about give and take, getting used to the querks that one another has. of course if when the hands hurt, the clap has to stop. but one must asks if one hand used a little less force, the hurting will reduce and the clap can go on.

How easy the logic and physic is, but how tough it is to execute. Tough it may be, but this is the way to keeps things going on. I am very lucky, I have my supportive other hand, giving me a push when i am down. Slap on my blinker when i am distracted. A pat on the shoulder when i am doing right. Of course she has her querks, and they do get on my nerves. But she is the one and only. Me showing off, yeah maybe a bit. I just think i am very lucky :)

May all who are two stay a pair,
And those who are one, no longer will be.